Sunday, April 30, 2017

Azalea in glory and in trinity

Our azalea in front yard and backyard garden are not in full bloom yet, but are already presentable. Azalea are usually bloom in early May; this year may be a few days earlier.

I said azalea in trinity for the three colors mingling and mixing, seemingly coming from one bush. But seeing the azalea in glory, one can not help but being religious; the beauty of nature, the power of almighty.




azalea in back yard garden


Friday, April 28, 2017

Tchaikovsky’s 6th Symphony (Pathetique): A Requiem he commissioned for himself?

I have listened/viewed the Youtube of Tchaikovsky’s 6th Symphony (Pathetique) from time to time the past several years.  Janice sent several articles about this 6th Symphony trying to educate me.  But being an ignoramus in music in general and in classic music in particular, I found some of the writings too “technical” to me, such as talking about the second movement, “a ‘limping waltz’  theme boasting the near-miracle of a melody so smooth you’re hardly aware it’s in 5/4 time and missing a beat.”

Fortunately one doesn’t have to know “Pathetique” is passionate or pathetic to enjoy it.  I always have a strong conviction that understanding is the key to enjoyment; one can hardly enjoy thing one doesn’t understand, although some may argue that music is an exception.

To enhance the enjoyment of Tchaikovsky’s 6th Symphony, I tried to read everything about it that I can get my hands on.  The readings must have helped as my love of it deepened.

Complete, by Leonard Berstein

2:35 version

This is Bernstein’s analysis of Tchaikovsky’s 6th Symphony; it has 3 parts; somewhat lengthy, but it will be worth your while; I even bookmarked it.

I sometime wonder would they interpret it as a requiem had the seemingly healthy Tchaikovsky not died nine days after he led the premiere.  We read,

“It ended with the Adagio lamentoso, which leaves the listeners in the most sorrowful mood.  In this Adagio the composer is as if bidding farewell to the living . . . one could hardly find anywhere such a shattering picture of human grief at the sight of irresistible death, to which one must submit however burdensome it is to part with life. . . This Adagio served as if for a ‘Requiem’ for Tchaikovsky himself.”

Boris Asafiev [a Russian musician] wrote,

“He commissioned a Requiem for himself, for he composes the terribly intense sixth symphony, in which the tragic battle of the spirit with death unfolds . . . Oh, what a cruel, what a sharp sorrow Tchaikovsky likely suffered, composing it, foretelling in music what he was soon experiencing in reality, at the hour of his death!”

Tchaikovsky died Oct. 25, 1893.  Four days prior he drank a glass of unboiled water and dismissed his brother’s fright over it.  Cholera was going on in St. Petersburg then.



It is of interest to read an article on 5/24/1925 NY Times with a title of “A Russian composer's psychology”, in which Kashkin (his biographer) described a conversation he had with Tchaikovsky after he fled to Petrograd from his brief marriage with Antonina Miliukova in 1877.  Kashkin kept the conversation confidential until 20 years after his death.  Tchaikovsky was thinking about committing suicide and did try it once, in a way similar to what he did by drinking the unboiled water in an epidemic area of cholera; tragically he succeeded this time.

The newlyweds: Tchaikovsky and wife
Hidden sources of action in art based on a conversation between Tchaikovsky and his biographer, Kashkin, who kept the conversation confidential until 20 years after his death.

Tchaikovsky, after repeated attempt to accommodate himself to the marital estate, fled to Petrograd. There, in a condition of almost complete prostration, he was examined by the psychiatrist, Balinski, who gave his opinion that the composer must never see his wife again.

Years passed, Tchaikovsky had taken up his secluded and industrious life in Klin.  Kashkin saw much of him there, and Tchaikovsky, in a rare moment, opened his heart. . . "I sincerely desired and endeavored to be a good husband, but that proved beyond my power.  I cannot describe to you my condition when I realized that with this being utterly strange to me I was to pass the rest of my living days.  The sympathy for her that was springing up in me had turned into an aversion. I was completely aware that I alone was to blame for all this, that the only thing left was to suffer as long as my strength lasted and to conceal my misfortune from everybody.  I do not know just what called forth this necessity of secrecy. . .

In the state of minds it was quite natural to arrive at the conviction that I could be liberated only by death, which became for me a coveted dream; but I could not bring myself to an open suicide for fear of striking my aged father, as well as my brothers, too cruel a blow.  I began to think of a means of disappearing less noticeably and as if from a natural cause, and one of these means I even tried.

I went for a walk every evening and for several hours at a stretch aimlessly wandered through out of the way by streets of Moscow.  The weather was gloomy, chilly, and at night there were light frosts, on one of such nights I went to the deserted bank of Moscow River and the idea came into my head of a chance of catching deathly cold.  With this purpose in view, unobserved of anybody in the dark, I entered the water almost up to my waistline, and remained there as long as I could possibly stand for stinging pain in my body from the cold.  I came out of the water with the firm conviction that I could not escape death from inflammation of the lungs or from some other diseases resulting from a cold.  While at home I told them I had been in a fishing party, and inadvertently fell into the water.  However, my constitution proved so strong that the icy bath passed off without any evil consequence to me.  I did not contrive to make other experiments with the same purpose.

May be he didn’t try it again until several days after he conducted the premiere of the 6th Symphony when he recklessly (or ‘purposely’) drank that unboiled water during the height of cholera epidemic.  It makes one wonder.

Nowhere did I find the word of  “homosexuality” in the entire article (this was 1925), but one can tell that was what ‘tormented’ him.  The change of view of our society on this topic is no little thing; it proves the civilization is inexorably progressing.

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Transplant, Transplant, Transplant

The first transplant of this post is liver transplant, the second small intestine transplant, the third is what I am writing about for this post.

While visiting Taiwan this time, Katy had a good fortune to meet with Dr. Chen Chao-Long 陳肇隆醫師 (father of the liver transplant in Asia/Taiwan) and Dr. Chen Yun 陳芸醫師 (mother of the small intestine transplant in Taiwan or even in Asia).  The only transplant I know of is the transplant of the ever-growing young plants.

Dr. Chen Chao-Long & Katy
Dr. Chen Yun & Katy
winter melon
It is not entirely irrelevant to compare the transplant I am doing to that of liver transplant or small intestine transplant, considering the word of organ transplant has a root in plant.

Germinating the seeds of luffa (絲瓜 or 菜瓜) and winter melon (冬瓜) have small margin of error as these ethnic vines are not commercially available in the local greenhouses.  Dr. Liang, a seasoned gardener, had no luck for germinating winter melon this season; he had a zero success; we fared better, but not by much.  I counted four in all the other day.  We will have at least one to share with Dr. Liang; we call it 割愛, which means to share the one we value and love the most with someone else.

winter melon
So it is a pleasant surprise that I discover two more plants of winter melon at other stack today; I quickly transferred them from cups to pots, giving them more living space to grow.

I also noticed a seemingly luffa plant growing in a pot of 葫蘆瓜 (similar to Italian squash); I have no idea of how that happened.  The trick of transplant is to avoid or minimize the damage to the roots.  To transplant from cups to pots is much easier, as one can always break the paper cup to pieces.  But, to separate and transplant two in a clay pot is not an easy task, calling for the skill of a transplant surgeon.

These photos show the transplant (surgery) was a success.

a luffa plant in the pot of 葫蘆瓜

after separation


Sunday, April 23, 2017

絲瓜情 (emotion evoked by luffa): 菜瓜, nay, 絲瓜

I usually call luffa 菜瓜; Katy calls it 絲瓜.  I would call it 絲瓜 for this post for various reasons, as it is about the emotion evoked by growing luffa (絲瓜情—says it in Chinese is more poetic).

Last week when I received a call from Charles saying he was back to Pennsylvania; it was a pleasant surprise, as I was expecting to see him and Jean only when summer comes; but the pleasing thought quickly evaporated, replaced by 若有所失 (as if lost something) when he said they have sold the house in Greensburg.  My heart sank as it meant they will not spend the summer in Pennsylvania any more.

Can Charles still be inspired to write poems when it is time to harvest luffa (絲瓜成熟時) without actually coming to the garden?  He made our 絲瓜 詩 (poem) 瓜.

In her letter to Quentin Bell (her nephew who later wrote a biography for his aunt) in 1929, Virginia Woolf wrote (after writing a lengthy letter),

“God! I had not meant to run at this rate; but this big hand and the pleasure of writing to so CONGENIAL [Virginia’s upper case] a CORRESPONDENT has—or have—seduced me.”

Our email group is such a congenial one.  When we’re not seeing each other, we E來 E去 (依來依去) as Katy said.  If we were not to see Charles and Jean this summer, then our 絲瓜 (luffa) will become 思瓜.  Each 絲瓜 will be 一絲情, 令人思念 相思.


We did not have a propitious beginning cultivating luffa this year; we began to germinate luffa seeds in mid-February, but all failed (全軍覆沒); of course, it took several weeks to know all failed.  We tried again in early to mid (or even late) March.  We had some success, although not as good as it used to be.

Katy usually germinated the seeds by putting them inside a sealed plastic bag with sees resting in a moist towel (the trick is how moist it has to be—it cannot be too much, nor not enough.)  We eventually buried the un-germinated seeds under soil.

The seeds buried in tis container somehow germinated under soil and grew.  I saw it labeled 苦瓜 (bitter melon).  I cannot tell the difference of 絲瓜 and 苦瓜, looking at the first leaves.  Then I realized they look like 絲瓜 when the second (the permanent) leaves came out; this was also confirmed by Katy.  I was further assured when I saw it was labeled 絲瓜 on the other side of the container.


It took me nearly two hours to separate and move them into pots.  Happy though we might be, we’re realistic that these late comers may not have enough time to grow and bear luffa fruits before the first fall frost comes.  Western Pennsylvania is not conducive to grow luffa, as it needs 150 warm days to grow and produce, and western PA cannot offer the luxury of 150 warm days between the last spring and the first fall frost.

I think I will write tyrosine kinase inhibitors for my next post, lest I would plunge into plaintive (melancholy) mood if I were to continue to write garden posts thinking Jean and Charles will not come to see our garden when it is inviting.


One of my ongoing reading interests is monoclonal antibody.  If we have data of the 2016 sales of drugs using monoclonal antibody technology, I am predicting it would be approaching hundreds of billions.

One cannot write a post of monoclonal antibody; it will take a chapter or even a book.  So I will first talk about tyrosine kinase inhibitors, which are also monoclonal antibodies.  The story will reveal the beauty of science.  If one can understand the ‘truth’ of science and appreciate its ‘beauty’, one will fall in love with science.



Thursday, April 20, 2017

My new bookends holding the books of my current reading interest

I got a very special gift of water buffalo bookends from Gloria and Tom; it was carved from a nice piece of wood (looks like and feels like mahogany wood).  Tom was thinking about me when he spotted this set of bookends, as he has heard my childhood story.
Water buffalo was integral in the country life of the small village (Xia-Tan, 下潭) that I spent my childhood until my 5th grade when we moved to Po-Tzu, and water buffalo was our U-Haul.
The most exciting event in a tranquil country life was when the water buffalos were fighting.  If I were to have Hemingway’s talent, I would have made writing of water buffalo fighting an art, like we read in his The Sun Also Rises or The Death in the Afternoon. 
I have seen enough of it; but one never grew tired of watching bullfight.  Worried about the water buffalos might get hurt, the adults all tried to break the fight, using the long “bamboo post” (our ‘dryer’), which was not too effective; it suits us children just fine, so we could enjoy the show a bit longer.  Who said the country boy grew up without any entertainment?
Jefferson said “I cannot live without books”; if he were to see the bookends I have, he would have said “I cannot live without books and bookends.”

Books about FDR:  The last five months of FDR’s life                                                                   The books between this set of bookends are my current reading interests, which may be fleeting or lasting for months at a stretch. These books are constantly changing, adding or removing along with the shifting of my reading interest.  There are several books about FDR as I am reading the story of the last five months of his life (December 1944 until his death on April 12, 1945).
One cannot tell the whole story of these five months without mentioning Lucy Mercer—FDR's “old flame” back in 1916, as Lucy began to visit FDR again in December 1944. In fact, Lucy was with FDR the moment when he was stricken by cerebral hemorrhage on April 12, 1945.

However, I was reluctant to talk about this “love story” for Jo threatened to boycott my blog if I were to 'glorify' or even to condone any extramarital affair. The readership of my blog is already so limited, with Jo's boycott, it may become the 'classic' of what Mark Twain described as “a book which people praise and don't read.” Jo, you can boycott, but I will find a way to elevate it.

When Margaret Suckley (known as Daisy, FDR’s distant cousin) died at age of 99 in 1991, it was discovered that her diaries and 38 letters written to her by FDR were in a suitcase hidden under her bed.  The book of Closest Companion was published in 1995.  There was no indication of physical intimacy, but she called FDR “M.F.” (My Franklin).
Both Daisy and Lucy were with FDR at Warm Spring, Georgia (FDR’s winter White House) when he was stricken with cerebral hemorrhage, which was a sudden, abrupt and unexpected event.  But, based on what I read in Closest Companion and FDR and Lucy: Lovers and Friends, FDR was quite a sick man the last five months of his life.
We read Daisy’s diary on January 12, 1945,
“Lucy (my new “cousin”) came up on the train with him [FDR], so he had a nice long morning in which to talk with her—She is such a lovely person, a very real ‘old friend’.”  She & I have one very big thing in common: our unselfish devotion to F. [Franklin] He got on his chair & I wheeled him around, while he showed Lucy a few things she had not seen before.  . . I took myself off as soon as I had finished my coffee, so they could talk . . .”
FDR was often tired and weak and apparently looked sick to those around him.  Both Daisy and Lucy were very worried when FDR went for his last meeting with Stalin and Churchill (Yalta Conference, Feb. 7-11. 1945).  FDR indeed looked tired and unhealthy.  Daisy had to prepare gruel for him every day.  Both Daisy and Lucy were so concerned about FDR’s health, “got to the point of literally weeping on each other’s shoulder.”
FDR and Lucy saw each other on many occasions during the last five months of his life, but the relationship was not that of a sensual or lascivious one.  Some of the meeting was arranged by FDR’s daughter, Anna, who recalled, “There was never anything clandestine about these occasions, on the contrary there were occasions which I welcomed for my father because they were lighthearted and gay, affording a few hours of much needed relaxation for a beloved father and world leader in a time of crisis . . . Lucy was a wonderful person, and I was grateful to her.”
There was a book published in 1982 (“Mother and Daughter: The Letters of Eleanor and Anna Roosevelt”) in which revealed mother (Eleanor) was very unhappy about what Anna did.
Michael Faraday discovered electromagnetic force                                                                              God created only four forces that we came to know in the universe: (1) gravity, (2) electromagnetism, (3) strong nuclear force, and (4) weak nuclear force, which is responsible for radioactive decay.
Newton discovered the gravity and Faraday electromagnetism; both should be in the same league and of the same caliber, although Newton invented calculus (the credit should be shared with Leibniz admittedly) whereas Faraday is mathematically ignorant.  Like Lincoln, Faraday had no formal schooling.
My limited math/calculus background precluded me from fully understanding the Nobel lectures concerning electromagnetism; that of Paul Dirac (1933), Richard Feynman (1965) and Roy Glauber (2005)—I recall Glauber still went to his physics class at Harvard the morning after he received the call from Stockholm at age of 80 in 2005; he is now 91.
Reading Faraday’s work poses no such problem as he is mathematically challenged.  This is why I am reading “Lavoisier Fourier Faraday” (Great Books of the Western World 45). I read his “On the Induction of Electrical Currents” and “On the Evolution of Electricity from Magnetism” without a single math formula.
The Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire                                                                                         I am reading Edward Gibbon’s The Decline and Fall of The Roman Empire (eBook and abridged edition).  I took out the Volume 1 of the three-volume version in case I feel like reading the complete set.
If one is a history buff and doesn’t Gibbon; it is like one is a play lover and never read Shakespeare.  I probably will never read any other book by Gibbon; in fact, I don’t even know what other books he ever wrote.  Edward Gibbon is almost synonymous to The Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire, just like J.D. Salinger is synonymous to The Rye in the Catcher.  They are inseparable.  People got an impression that the respective book was the only book they ever wrote.

Hamilton: The illustrated Biography                                     Reading Hamilton is not my top priority at present, but I just couldn’t resist the temptation of buying the book when I spotted it 50% discount at barnes & noble the other day.
Jo has been a Hamilton enthusiast since she and Sean went to see Broadway musical Hamilton in Chicago last year.  It must be ‘contagious’ as Gabby obviously also has turned into a Hamilton enthusiast.  It is time for me to hit the book, lest Gabby would know more about Hamilton than I do.
Middlemarch                                                                      Last but not the least, ‘studying’ Middlemarch is always an ongoing project.  I am reading the kindle book version; the print book is for ‘display’ only. I have finished reading “George Eliot in Love”, a borrowed book from Carnegie Library.
Let this post serve as a Thank You note for Gloria and Tom; they now cannot say I didn’t take time to write a Thank You note.

Monday, April 10, 2017

Let the gardening begin

These photos showed the indoor gardening has been going on in earnest. If you have taken care of the babies, then you know what is all about; tender love is of essential.















Sunday, April 9, 2017

Tulips in glory: We can take it

As I said the spring has come early and many times, only to find the winter never left. The tulips have been teased by the Nature many times; the last time being two days ago when temperature was in the low 30s with a mixture of rain and snow; temperature was in the high 70s today. They somehow survived and continued to bloom. But having gone through the abrupt changes of temperature so many times; it might have taken its toll and will shorten the duration of blooming. So enjoy them while they last.